DAMMIT!! THIS IS SO BLOODY UNFAIR. WHEN SIS PHONE AUTO SHUTS-DOWN YOU BUY A NEW PHONE AND WHEN MINE CAN'T EVEN TAKE OR MAKE CALLS, YOU GIVE ME 101 REASONS TO NOT BUY ME A NEW PHONE!! + YOU BOUGHT SIS A NEW PHONE USING MY CONTRACT!! WTH!! PISSED LIKE MAD!!

i'm back blogging. it's 12.51am and i'm still awake watching Pandemic. nice show. been hell of a week but hell went away as soon as it came. started my guitar lessons @ SOMA and i'm liking my lessons. after boring fret navigations, i'll be learning the fun stuff so i gotta work hard on my basics of the basics. got my Strat which i gotta live with it before i decide what to do with it at the end of next year when i get my American/Japanese Tele. muahahaha..a must have in every guitar collection. Ben, my guitar instructor's american deluxe tele is damn nice to look at but now way am i gonna afford that. anyway, guitar lessons aside. I'm a MM now and it was kinda unexpected as to why the promotion came so fast and so suddenly but it motivated me to serve more and get better. these few days haven been going well for me except that it's packed back-to-back with events and more events. no time to relax and especially with the workers doing renovations at 10 in the morning when i'm still sleeping. no choice but to live with it until next week, hopefully. later..gonna meet up with bel in the afternoon then going BS make-up. thurs, hell of a day, hope it goes smooth. can't bathe at home cus both toilets are not functional yet, probably going to safra to bathe then going to ymca. might be playing for P&W. it's been some time since i played in a larger than cell group scale. alrights..time to go to bed..sch in 5 hours. Goodnight!! I'm always there if you need me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

it's my 15th and i came here just to bring a bit of life to this blog. on the verge of abandonment cos i've been updating on fb rather than here. oh well..kinda lazy too. anw..brief update on wads up and wads not so up. past few weeks was a roller coaster, big highs and lows. can't rmb much but the sermons on Job lifted me up and i learnt that it was past of strengthening my walk with God. pst CK's meeting was an eye opener and i must say it's 1 of the best sermons i have heard him preached. impacted greatly!! and because of the message, i believe that i did my bio paper with the Jesus' Tribe with me. i can almost say i breezed through the paper and thank you syahrul of highlighting the important stuff i needa study for. hoping for the best results tmr. results aside, my week will be occupied by more practising on my guitar, both electirc and acoustic. thurs is gonna be my first lesson thr. gonna absorb the most out of it and quickly progress. not long after, i'll be back at Poh's hse to further train myself! tats just long term planning..but a tele is coming my way at the end of my O's!! tats for sure! recently, i've been seeing things which were always thr but i just didn't realise because i simply tagged along. but now, i feel that a change has come over me, i have no idea what that change is but i feel that i'm no longer the me from the past. better, stronger, and recently, everytime when i have my quiet time, God's presence just comes immediately. how great is that! being a helper is not easy? yes..it may seem to be a demanding task but with God i know all things are possible..if God has given me this opportunity, He will supply my needs to be the best i can be! okay..thats all for now..will be back when i'm free. but before i go, THANK YOU MY BELOVED CG FOR THE WALLET AND SHIRT!! APPRECIATE IT ALOT AND THEY CAME AT A NO BETTER TIMING!! also..KRYSTLE NG, FOR BEING THE FIRST AND STAYING UP JUST TO SEND ME A BDAY WISH! THANK YOU THANK YOU. LOVE YOU! (disclaimer to readers: dun tink too much, it's not the bf-gf kinda love) Goodnight people!!

seems like my blogger dock on W7 is not working..my post a few days ago wasn't posted. anw..here goes. been away for awhile..couple of things happened and well..hmm. didn't have cg on ytd but went for fellowship, food was good and everything..ended the night quite well..stress free. alrights..this thing kinda happened a week ago so yeah. a guitarist rang me up on thurs night at around 11-plus-12. kinda late to ring me up to ask for advice..and the fact that i'm not close to this person. so this person asked me for the keys he shld play in and how to play and stuff like tat. @ 11pm?! ur cell is the next day for God's sake!! anw..kinda pissed at the attitude but wth..i dun care. not my business. whahaha. wad i learnt in that few months under Brother Poh has really left a great impact in my life. not just the skills of playing guitar but just the simple discipline of Christian life. he once told us that when he is preparing a new song, he would spent countless hours trying to get the song perfect before he would play it or dun play at all. me n the other 2 guys were awe-struck at the short sharing before he ended the lesson. he also shared on wad makes a great guitarist. this i'm not gonna say. SECRET!!! exams are ending in 2 weeks and i'm off to SOMA!! yesa!! mee first electric coming my way!! woohoo!!

DO ZONE rocks!!

i'm back to blogger!! tumblr wasn't nice to me. wahaha. anw..thurs, this i gotta say. ms ong, me chem teacher, wanted to talk to me cos a few of my teachers realised that i've been falling asleep in class lately but i haven't done so in chem!! heheh..biased? wadever. instead of talking in the classroom, went to the library, then she asked the question.."so wad happened?" i said nothing though but i did tell her smth. can't say it here but felt better after talking to her. hahaha..and i left wit her saying smth cheeky and hilarious. wad do u expect, she's only 20 something..then today..got pissed by a bastard tat told me tat thr was no remedial on thurs and i got sent for in-house!! wth..and that mdm tai didn't even care wad happened! i was not at the classroom lah! how i know! but i made a choice to heck care and focus on wad's gonna happen aft sch!! DO zone 1st combined meeting!! my experience playing with stephen was great, picked up a few pointers too. n i guess he being thr playing with me took the nervousness away as i was standing on stage to play! stage presence, the million $$ smile, position and all that. but i got through!! somebody say Praise the Lord!! although i was lost for a moment during 2nd worship i think but nth major. i thot i played better than i thought i would and the chords tat stephen insisted i play which i really dun like playing, kind of improved my skills as i played throughout the night! we both got quite a number of comments saying that P&W was awesome and even as i played praise, i felt God's presence filling the room already! Daniel then shared abt John 15. impacted greatly. he commented abt this point where when u are serving the Kingdom of God, the devil comes to steal, kill and destroy rite? so it makes sense when u decide to follow God fully, the devil will do and make all kinds of obstacles to stop your way into the Kingdom. eg, flooding ur mind abt leaving church, lack of recognition, down times, etc. but if we do the right thing - pray and push on, God's love is sufficient enuf to keep the devil away from wad God has install for u. and then he shared on a couple more points and ended with a time of ministry. if i had not been playing, i would cmf go down! God was just so real tonight! then aft the whole meeting ended, daniel came to me n stephen and asked us to put down our guitars cos he wanted to pray for us. then he joked saying that we wun fall 1 la. anw, even as he put his arm around my shoulder, my legs started to become jelly for awhile alr. it's jus God. "let them not have jus the skill, but have your anointing that will flow through them". aft tat packed up..ate at khatib, something happened and it's disturbing me big time. gotta wait till sun to clarify. okayy, it's 2am alr and i've been awake for 21 hours alr. tired. Nights readers! Bye!

Bye Blogger!

tis will be my last post b4 i move on to Tumblr. anw..lappie crashed few days back so didnt update and now it's running W7. so cool!! i was praying a few days ago..then somehow God showed me 2 ppl and compared them,
person A:
-successful
-contented
-attached, healthy relationships
-prays, reads the Bible
-faithful to ministry
-puts in 100% everytime
-always thr when u need them
-knows what the right and wrong things are

person B:
-struggling
-not contented, although has $
-uses his problems to gain sympathy
-not attached, problems among friends
-seldom prays n reads the Bible
-not serving
-slipshot work
-influences others to do the wrong things

so..wads the bigg diff apart from those above?? simple. A has the Word of God in their mind, soul n heart. why? the Word of God is essientially just God in words. A could be earning lesser than B in his/her job and has to support himself but he does not complain, while B, although earning more, is not faithful towards God in his/her finances. so i've found out tat the Word of God is ever so important aft the messages i heard by Pst. Tan n willie, during Leader's Meeting and multiplication cell. i've also been thinking, wad r the odds of person B influencing a young Christian tat is starting to mature and rise up...very likely possible. when tat happens, may God bless person B.

recently, a few of us had been discussing abt the standard of cg now as compared to Derrick's days. how good if we were to bring the standard then back to now. honestly, i feel that i'm also not up to standard recently. and i'm gonna raise the standard! hahaha. just fri, the meeting was good, but a few ppl had to spoil the whole atmosphere. 5.30pm, u were at commonwealth, u were supposed to reach at 5.45pm, tiong bahru, n the reply i got was indescribable. pissed for a while then. P&W, i kinda enjoyed it although the sound wasn't coming out well..but somehow, somebody didn't. anw, enuf ranting and the standard will hopefully go back to how it was aft multiplication when ppl start to rise up to the occasion. last but not least...HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, GUOWEI!!! HOPE U LIKE THE SHIRT!!

Saddists!!!

hey peeps, i'm back from wad i thought was a disgusting night whr i found out tat thr are so many saddistic ppl in Cambodia and the countries around it. omg!! they actually torture animals for food!! dun wanna talk abt tat..make me wanna puke! mum's cousin also brought his wife to be(from Cambodia..met ar work) i honestly thought tat she was not tat pretty although everybody..n i mean EVERYBODY says so. then when i told mum, she went on blabbering rubbish..saying tat i was biased! (if u know wad i'm talking abt) but for me..the person she compared to beats mum's cousin's wife to be HANDS DOWN!! FACE FLAT TO THE GROUND!! WAHAHAHA!!! anw..went to Helping Hand to look for Happie. tat was the only reason why i tagged along if not i would be sleeping at home due to boredom! wahahaha. but Happie wasn't thr!! my sis cried. Rofl. then uncle chia, the CEO thr said tat he took Happie home cos he injured his paws. not used to the rough roads, too pampered at home!! anw..Happie's still walking with a slight limp but it's much better than before.not as active but still crazy over food and his toys!

this is only the hind paw..the front ones were worst but i didn't get a chance to snap a pic.