DO ZONE rocks!!

i'm back to blogger!! tumblr wasn't nice to me. wahaha. anw..thurs, this i gotta say. ms ong, me chem teacher, wanted to talk to me cos a few of my teachers realised that i've been falling asleep in class lately but i haven't done so in chem!! heheh..biased? wadever. instead of talking in the classroom, went to the library, then she asked the question.."so wad happened?" i said nothing though but i did tell her smth. can't say it here but felt better after talking to her. hahaha..and i left wit her saying smth cheeky and hilarious. wad do u expect, she's only 20 something..then today..got pissed by a bastard tat told me tat thr was no remedial on thurs and i got sent for in-house!! wth..and that mdm tai didn't even care wad happened! i was not at the classroom lah! how i know! but i made a choice to heck care and focus on wad's gonna happen aft sch!! DO zone 1st combined meeting!! my experience playing with stephen was great, picked up a few pointers too. n i guess he being thr playing with me took the nervousness away as i was standing on stage to play! stage presence, the million $$ smile, position and all that. but i got through!! somebody say Praise the Lord!! although i was lost for a moment during 2nd worship i think but nth major. i thot i played better than i thought i would and the chords tat stephen insisted i play which i really dun like playing, kind of improved my skills as i played throughout the night! we both got quite a number of comments saying that P&W was awesome and even as i played praise, i felt God's presence filling the room already! Daniel then shared abt John 15. impacted greatly. he commented abt this point where when u are serving the Kingdom of God, the devil comes to steal, kill and destroy rite? so it makes sense when u decide to follow God fully, the devil will do and make all kinds of obstacles to stop your way into the Kingdom. eg, flooding ur mind abt leaving church, lack of recognition, down times, etc. but if we do the right thing - pray and push on, God's love is sufficient enuf to keep the devil away from wad God has install for u. and then he shared on a couple more points and ended with a time of ministry. if i had not been playing, i would cmf go down! God was just so real tonight! then aft the whole meeting ended, daniel came to me n stephen and asked us to put down our guitars cos he wanted to pray for us. then he joked saying that we wun fall 1 la. anw, even as he put his arm around my shoulder, my legs started to become jelly for awhile alr. it's jus God. "let them not have jus the skill, but have your anointing that will flow through them". aft tat packed up..ate at khatib, something happened and it's disturbing me big time. gotta wait till sun to clarify. okayy, it's 2am alr and i've been awake for 21 hours alr. tired. Nights readers! Bye!

Bye Blogger!

tis will be my last post b4 i move on to Tumblr. anw..lappie crashed few days back so didnt update and now it's running W7. so cool!! i was praying a few days ago..then somehow God showed me 2 ppl and compared them,
person A:
-successful
-contented
-attached, healthy relationships
-prays, reads the Bible
-faithful to ministry
-puts in 100% everytime
-always thr when u need them
-knows what the right and wrong things are

person B:
-struggling
-not contented, although has $
-uses his problems to gain sympathy
-not attached, problems among friends
-seldom prays n reads the Bible
-not serving
-slipshot work
-influences others to do the wrong things

so..wads the bigg diff apart from those above?? simple. A has the Word of God in their mind, soul n heart. why? the Word of God is essientially just God in words. A could be earning lesser than B in his/her job and has to support himself but he does not complain, while B, although earning more, is not faithful towards God in his/her finances. so i've found out tat the Word of God is ever so important aft the messages i heard by Pst. Tan n willie, during Leader's Meeting and multiplication cell. i've also been thinking, wad r the odds of person B influencing a young Christian tat is starting to mature and rise up...very likely possible. when tat happens, may God bless person B.

recently, a few of us had been discussing abt the standard of cg now as compared to Derrick's days. how good if we were to bring the standard then back to now. honestly, i feel that i'm also not up to standard recently. and i'm gonna raise the standard! hahaha. just fri, the meeting was good, but a few ppl had to spoil the whole atmosphere. 5.30pm, u were at commonwealth, u were supposed to reach at 5.45pm, tiong bahru, n the reply i got was indescribable. pissed for a while then. P&W, i kinda enjoyed it although the sound wasn't coming out well..but somehow, somebody didn't. anw, enuf ranting and the standard will hopefully go back to how it was aft multiplication when ppl start to rise up to the occasion. last but not least...HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, GUOWEI!!! HOPE U LIKE THE SHIRT!!

Saddists!!!

hey peeps, i'm back from wad i thought was a disgusting night whr i found out tat thr are so many saddistic ppl in Cambodia and the countries around it. omg!! they actually torture animals for food!! dun wanna talk abt tat..make me wanna puke! mum's cousin also brought his wife to be(from Cambodia..met ar work) i honestly thought tat she was not tat pretty although everybody..n i mean EVERYBODY says so. then when i told mum, she went on blabbering rubbish..saying tat i was biased! (if u know wad i'm talking abt) but for me..the person she compared to beats mum's cousin's wife to be HANDS DOWN!! FACE FLAT TO THE GROUND!! WAHAHAHA!!! anw..went to Helping Hand to look for Happie. tat was the only reason why i tagged along if not i would be sleeping at home due to boredom! wahahaha. but Happie wasn't thr!! my sis cried. Rofl. then uncle chia, the CEO thr said tat he took Happie home cos he injured his paws. not used to the rough roads, too pampered at home!! anw..Happie's still walking with a slight limp but it's much better than before.not as active but still crazy over food and his toys!

this is only the hind paw..the front ones were worst but i didn't get a chance to snap a pic.

awoken unwillingly cos of some damn effing remedial and this has to go on until thurs. wth. i can't even get a day of rest during the holidays. fri - multiplication (ps. good food?) sat - no idea yet. sun - svc. ytd wasn't such a great day due to some ppl n some issues but i'm guessing i'll have to face them no matter what so y bother abt it but thr is 1 issue tat i just had to think abt and i realised tat wad big Jt said was so true! i'm alr gave up but she's gonna help me.THANKYOU.! blessed to have such a great cell member. and ALSO.. my AHBOY!!!! who was thr to hear all my rants!!!! THANKYOUTHANKYOU!!! MOMO LOVES YOU!! great to hav tis sonof mine. wahahaha. anw..tmr i'm gonna go see Happie see how he's doin @ Helping Hand. boy, u coming along?

Last Days...

last night in my big big room and last day seeing Happie at home causing all that trouble and the house is so quiet now without his loud breathing and his crazy barking for attention. it's so weird not having him around :( . but at least i know tat there are ppl that are dog lovers that are taking care of him at The Helping Hand. a special shoutout to Anthony who was so patient wit him when Happie got out of the car and handled him so well!! looking forward to mon..gonna go see how he's doing. anybody wan follow?? it's just not right at home when it's all so quiet and there's no furry thing lazing abt in the house and trying to grab anything he thinks is edible...Happie will be missed. bye.

back from somehow an enjoyable time @ the studio. kinda like the gear they hav thr although i didnt manage to get the tone i wanted but anyway...recorded but god and beautiful. vid up on fb soon. 2 hrs is not a long time and time jus flew without us even realising. aft tat went dinner at kfc wit gw then trained home. the whole train journey we were talking abt cg and stuff. so many things are not going rite and i cant bear to see the problems worsen. arghh..stress!!! help?! gotta find one day and straighten out every problem..but the question tats running through my mind is tat is thr really a problem?? or its jus personal preference towards others?? next wk is multiplication cell alr. if this goes on..dun even wanna think abt it.