Twenty-ten!

2010 is at last, here. It seems like yesterday when 2009 began and now it's over, and it's time to forget the old and allow new things to enter our lives. Many things have happened, good and bad.. a few of the major things are..well..start with the bad. I could have done better for my results and regretted, but I'm gonna work harder and not be lazy anymore! Just 11 more months till I'm a free man! Then there's of course a few other stuff that I wished I could do. Good stuff, I got better as a guitarist! and I'm now on the guitarists list if needed for the zone!! An accomplishment that came with sacrifice, humility, passion and a servant's heart. Easy as it may seem, it wasn't an easy journey, but I always remember, that when I play, it's not to show off my skills, but it's for God, to praise and worship him! And I will enjoy myself whenever I'm playing, regardless of whoever that is leading. However, it won't be easy and some of you readers may know why, but I hope I'll be able to do it. Along the way, me as cgc, now turned into a helper. Again, as reluctant as I may be, I'm gonna fufill my calling. Why reluctant? Reasons that I can only share with some, unfortunately. On the material side, I finally got the phone that I really really wanted! BB!! Although it's not Bold, but I'm contented with Curve. It's good enough. Got an iMac too! Power of Apple is just too amazing! Many other stuff came my way too, learnt from mistakes, remembered the God Moments and relived past experiences. I just wanna thank a few people..
Krystle Ng!! well, what can I say? one of the best friends I could ever have! Thank you for being the one that I can share my burdens with. I'll never forget the times that we shared..the happy times, hilarious times and those times that I was there to hear you rant. Seeing you grow from that pig that didn't know much about church, who was always not happy, but now, a more mature pig serving God, joyful, cuter(*ahem*), although angry at times!! but it's okay!! hahaha! Glad to have you as a friend! :D

Isabel Lo!! Glad I caught up with you after 2 years since we last met!! You were the one that made me smile when I was at my lowest just a week ago? Btw..that picture is so unglam and hilarious can!! And it's on your blog template?! haha! And just to let you know, you were literally my msn chat buddy recently, if you didn't chat with me, my msn would be just plain boring. See you soon yeah! :D
To the two of you: Let's all work hard this coming year for everything that we do and get the results that we want!! Forget about the bad and sad moments of 2009 and let's move on!!

Willie!! What an honour it is to be serving God together with you, under your leadership and as the BEST CGL of CK Zone 2009!! I learnt alot and grew to be a more mature person although I already look mature enough for a 15-year old. *laughing* Thank you for always encouraging me and showing care and concern. Also for giving me the opportunity to play for events other than in cell group. By faith, I will get better and bring down stronger presence of God!! I will of course miss playing guitar as you lead P&W as the two cell groups begin to hold different meetings in the coming months! All the advice and the things you thought me to look out for while playing, I will always remember! Especially putting on a smile. As I began to smile, I felt that I could enjoy just playing what I love and leave the stress/anxiety of a new song or a difficult song. I also found out that I got better faster, and I could feel God's presence even stronger. Thank you for encouraging me to SMILE!! Once again, I will miss being in your cell group but I know the reasons why and I'll work my way to where I'm supposed to be. Thank you again for raising me up to be one of the helpers in the cell group, as someone to look up to to, to the new people, and to share the burdens of the cell group. Even Cheryl encouraged me to eventually be a CGL at 16, she said that I have that cell leader face, is it true? haha! Wishing you all the best in your studies, and the things that you are pursuing!! :D
It's 4.40am, time to hit the shacks!!

MOVED TO http://life-inyourhands.blogspot.com/.

Whatever!!

This blog is somehow taking all my rants like nobody's business but who cares? a possibility i thought possible is now never possible. sounds cheam? wth. dun wanna give a crap abt it. guitar lessons have been going well except that i need a whole load of practice. went for leaders' meeting aft lesson, message was awesome!! i'll be thr every week if i can!! pst ck's messages nv fail to impact, inspire and encourage. today's message was on Righteousness, ours'? or God's? he brought this point which i thought was good: "if u're closer to pst, it does not mean u're more holy or of a higher profile," then on the train, mae told me that mark was bragging abt how close he is to pst ck. hmmm..can i tell him "u're closer, so?! big deal?! for the wrong reasons u're close la" and on the train we also talked abt some other stuff. hahah, dun wish to go into details. renovations are almost completed but the house is also turning into a place not even fit for humans to live in and i can't open the iMac cos i got no space to put!! roars!! pissed these few days..i can't get a new phone, room is filled with rubbish, dunno when everything will end. okay..tats it from me for now. manss..i shld have brought both my guitars then jermain wouldnt have broke a string and had to play without a plug in. next week, i'm gonna just bring my acoustic and use SOMA's guitar.

DAMMIT!! THIS IS SO BLOODY UNFAIR. WHEN SIS PHONE AUTO SHUTS-DOWN YOU BUY A NEW PHONE AND WHEN MINE CAN'T EVEN TAKE OR MAKE CALLS, YOU GIVE ME 101 REASONS TO NOT BUY ME A NEW PHONE!! + YOU BOUGHT SIS A NEW PHONE USING MY CONTRACT!! WTH!! PISSED LIKE MAD!!

i'm back blogging. it's 12.51am and i'm still awake watching Pandemic. nice show. been hell of a week but hell went away as soon as it came. started my guitar lessons @ SOMA and i'm liking my lessons. after boring fret navigations, i'll be learning the fun stuff so i gotta work hard on my basics of the basics. got my Strat which i gotta live with it before i decide what to do with it at the end of next year when i get my American/Japanese Tele. muahahaha..a must have in every guitar collection. Ben, my guitar instructor's american deluxe tele is damn nice to look at but now way am i gonna afford that. anyway, guitar lessons aside. I'm a MM now and it was kinda unexpected as to why the promotion came so fast and so suddenly but it motivated me to serve more and get better. these few days haven been going well for me except that it's packed back-to-back with events and more events. no time to relax and especially with the workers doing renovations at 10 in the morning when i'm still sleeping. no choice but to live with it until next week, hopefully. later..gonna meet up with bel in the afternoon then going BS make-up. thurs, hell of a day, hope it goes smooth. can't bathe at home cus both toilets are not functional yet, probably going to safra to bathe then going to ymca. might be playing for P&W. it's been some time since i played in a larger than cell group scale. alrights..time to go to bed..sch in 5 hours. Goodnight!! I'm always there if you need me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

it's my 15th and i came here just to bring a bit of life to this blog. on the verge of abandonment cos i've been updating on fb rather than here. oh well..kinda lazy too. anw..brief update on wads up and wads not so up. past few weeks was a roller coaster, big highs and lows. can't rmb much but the sermons on Job lifted me up and i learnt that it was past of strengthening my walk with God. pst CK's meeting was an eye opener and i must say it's 1 of the best sermons i have heard him preached. impacted greatly!! and because of the message, i believe that i did my bio paper with the Jesus' Tribe with me. i can almost say i breezed through the paper and thank you syahrul of highlighting the important stuff i needa study for. hoping for the best results tmr. results aside, my week will be occupied by more practising on my guitar, both electirc and acoustic. thurs is gonna be my first lesson thr. gonna absorb the most out of it and quickly progress. not long after, i'll be back at Poh's hse to further train myself! tats just long term planning..but a tele is coming my way at the end of my O's!! tats for sure! recently, i've been seeing things which were always thr but i just didn't realise because i simply tagged along. but now, i feel that a change has come over me, i have no idea what that change is but i feel that i'm no longer the me from the past. better, stronger, and recently, everytime when i have my quiet time, God's presence just comes immediately. how great is that! being a helper is not easy? yes..it may seem to be a demanding task but with God i know all things are possible..if God has given me this opportunity, He will supply my needs to be the best i can be! okay..thats all for now..will be back when i'm free. but before i go, THANK YOU MY BELOVED CG FOR THE WALLET AND SHIRT!! APPRECIATE IT ALOT AND THEY CAME AT A NO BETTER TIMING!! also..KRYSTLE NG, FOR BEING THE FIRST AND STAYING UP JUST TO SEND ME A BDAY WISH! THANK YOU THANK YOU. LOVE YOU! (disclaimer to readers: dun tink too much, it's not the bf-gf kinda love) Goodnight people!!

seems like my blogger dock on W7 is not working..my post a few days ago wasn't posted. anw..here goes. been away for awhile..couple of things happened and well..hmm. didn't have cg on ytd but went for fellowship, food was good and everything..ended the night quite well..stress free. alrights..this thing kinda happened a week ago so yeah. a guitarist rang me up on thurs night at around 11-plus-12. kinda late to ring me up to ask for advice..and the fact that i'm not close to this person. so this person asked me for the keys he shld play in and how to play and stuff like tat. @ 11pm?! ur cell is the next day for God's sake!! anw..kinda pissed at the attitude but wth..i dun care. not my business. whahaha. wad i learnt in that few months under Brother Poh has really left a great impact in my life. not just the skills of playing guitar but just the simple discipline of Christian life. he once told us that when he is preparing a new song, he would spent countless hours trying to get the song perfect before he would play it or dun play at all. me n the other 2 guys were awe-struck at the short sharing before he ended the lesson. he also shared on wad makes a great guitarist. this i'm not gonna say. SECRET!!! exams are ending in 2 weeks and i'm off to SOMA!! yesa!! mee first electric coming my way!! woohoo!!